Saturday, May 31, 2008

comfortably numb

hello?
is there anybody in there?
just nod if you can hear me
is there anyone at home?

there is no pain you are receding
a distant ship's smoke on the horizon
you are only coming through in waves
your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying
when I was a child I had a fever my hands felt just like two balloons
now I've got that feeling once again
i can't explain, you would not understand
this is not how I am

it's saturday... i came to the office to finish up some works... or is it?
the truth is i'm feeling fuckup. i just need something to put in in the numb zone
i've been trying to be strong and be ok, but i fail miserably

if there ever such thing as hope, faith and believe in god even as fragile that i'm feeling at the moment, thats the only thing i can hang on to right now
it's painful, it hurts to my spine but what more can i do

i'm in my darkest moment, deepest end of the abyss and i'm all alone

god... come near me... hear my prayer... help me...
return those moments back to me...


No comments: