tears in heaven

would you know my name...
if i saw you in heaven...
would it be the same...
if i saw you in heaven...

bismillah hirahman nirahim
in the name of allah, most gracious, most merciful

its exactly a year today since i lost her...
its been a year that i'm not able to hold her...
its been a year that i'm not able to look at those round, beautiful innocent eyes...
its been a year that i'm not able to smell her...















god... if you are the most gracious, the most merciful... why did you take her away from me?
god... why did you make her go through all the pain?
god... why did you impose to me such test?
god... why me?
god... where are your most gracious and most merciful quality?

god... please stop all these tests of yours for a while...
god... please cut me some slack here...
god... please help me...

i miss her... i miss her dearly....