i've always wanted to write a blog but never really get down and actually do it. actually managed to force myself to register but end up forgetting the id and password. what a dumbass...
but finally today i've got a reason to register again and write. 16th may 08. what a day..
today.. my heart crash and broke in pieces... today i lost my soul... having being on the deepest end since last year... i never thought things can never get any fuck up than it already is.. never thought that i can fall in any deeper.. but i guess i can...
after all the things i went thru all these years, i thought i know what god is.. what life is.. what love is... but suddenly today i feel like an infant.. lost... confuse... anger... sadness... stupid.. alone... hollow... dumbshit... dumbass....
god... please don't abandon me.... please.....
About Us
- sambalsardin
- we are two idiotic "being" bind by the same believes and values. we see the world as a moronic theater where everybody is trying to outdo everybody. that is the sad reality we do not want to be part of, while building our own sanity safe-haven. this is our canvas where we paint our view of the surrounding and happenings that is of value to "us"; and some bitch slapping where it matters. and by the way, one of us still have a problem with god...
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