my mind have been lingering aimlessly and hopelessly the last couple of weeks.. there's so many conflicts, in fact too many conflicts in my head. burning questions with no answer. i was hoping that maybe god would give me a hint or something about what i should do.. i was wrong.. god definitely has abandoned me..
so.. continuing with my life i pick up my bag and went to the gym yesterday.. as usual i went to the rpm class. really pushed myself and almost kill myself along the way but i felt good after that. in the shower, my mind start it usual thing which is thinking at the odd most time. the water run through my body and it felt amazing.. soon after that i realize that at the end of the day we are alone in whatever we are facing. you can talk about it with your "bestest" friend or even family but the only thing they gonna say is "be patient" or "sabar la ye" and they will continue with their life. self realization definitely kicked in. i need to move on. i need to just bite the bullet and pick up the pieces one by one, one day at a time and see where it takes me.
wow.. the "dude" definitely work in mysterious way...
so today.. i feel better and i hope it stays on. i have too much to do. i can't afford to space out anymore or my boss will kick my ass. life is too short to cry, but long enough to try. hhhmmm just remembered that from one of helloween song. that is so very true.
sometime in life we choose our own fate.. but sometime fate choose us....
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