this is my second entry of the day. i just have to write something or i'll have a major mental break down soon. i feel so alone... so empty... my heart is crying for the love of my life that walked away from me. while i'm preparing for the worst time of my life i can't help it but feel really really sad and frustrated. i can't do this alone. i have no energy. i have no soul anymore. its really difficult and i mean fucking difficult to move on without my soulmate. i've asked, i've begged and i've been on my knee asking her to give me another chance... but the answer have been "no... i don't want... i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore"... and it's killing me...i honestly regret for what i've done wrong... and if she ever reads this, my hope is that she will dig deep into her heart and still find all the happiness when we're together and give me another chance. i'm doin everything to be with her but so far it seems like its not enough... it really breaks my heart... and i'm helpless...
my dear "grace"
please forgive me..
please give me another chance to come back to you and do it right...
my dear "grace"
please remember all the things that we've been through together.. the good and the bad and we always find the courage to still be together...
my dear "grace"
i've given everything of me to you and kept nothing for myself.. and thats an honest truth...
you are everything to me and i am so fucking hopeless without you...
my dear "grace"
i'm broken, burned and bruised... please come back and pick me up again...
my dear "grace".... i love you....
my dear "grace".... please give me another chance... please....
2 comments:
Hey Man.
I feel your pain, but it aint worth it.
She stopped caring and she is in her "BITCH" Mode now.
You should stop caring too.
maybe you are rite dude. i definitely take note of that. sometime we just need to roll the joint and rock on...
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